Crystalline tears

Here I lay, gazing up at the stars, cold upon my back as the rock is to the ground, no one near, no other sound. Desperately I cry, wishing someone would hear, and sit beside me, so I wouldn't fear. The world looks at me, just as I see it. But I only show the parts that I see fit, no care in the world, is a dangerous task. For who can you be, if your hiding behind a mask.

Blinded by fear

A broken shell, empty inside, pain and suffering with none to confide, the days of dread and nights of fear, doing nothing but gazing out with a blank stare. People moving around me, the world continuously pressing upon me. Nothing to cure me, nothing to pure me. Killing me softly with sweetness, I feel nothing but the chilling grief of the lost.

Hold me close

Time slips away, gold fades to grey.
I was looking for fun, but now I'm on the run.
From these dreams of pure dismay.


So hold me close, don't let me go, cause together we will last forever.
And forever we won't fear.


I pray for these moments to last, I try to create these memories you call past.
Our time is slipping away, as we grow old each day.


So hold me close, don't let me go, cause together we will last forever.
And forever we won't fear.


I dream of a day, when love will simply stay.
I pray for a year, when life is right and your right here.


So keep me beside you, don't let me go, cause this love is something we have to show.

This pain is in vain

Is all my efforts in vain? Is all of this just to cause pain? How much can i endure? How can you not be sure. Do you want me just let it end. We used to be the best of the best. But now i seem to be the one who's just always there, always here to care. Will you one day show me its all worth it? Will you tell me why it hurts so much. Will you be my love and life and such? We spin in and out of joy, up and down this life's ploy. Im holding on with everything I've got, but i think you left this ride before the start.

Lifetime

Years of past, years that are gone. Surely now you will be here with me as i dive into the unknown. Creating the future, learning from the past. Our present is a true gift, each day i give to you. The sands of time are here to say, will you join me in life this day.

Breathe

I'm gasping for breath, as the air leaves me, leaves fall from trees as green fades to grey. All I want, is you right here beside me, I try to stop but my feet keep moving. My past flies on by, my eyes opened wide. And all i want, is someone here to hold me down, and all I need, is something to keep me from coming off the ground. and all you want is for me to go away, I can see it in your eyes watching me.

Embrace

Here I sit, longing for your ecstatic embrace. Yearning for the moment when we are together, for now and forever. Day by day I sit here and wait. For your arrival, waiting for you to give me a reason to be alive. Momentarily frozen from all that exists, if only to feel that ever sweet bliss. Dreams come to reality whenyou come to me, if only I was able to get out and see. That you in fact, belong with me.

The worlds crashing down on me, with you by my side I can take control of what is meant to be, cause I love how you kiss, I love how you care, and baby you make my world go round, and I just wanted to say, I love you. From one moment to the next. We have every night to go out, and every day to be together. We have each other to feel alive. destined for more, afraid of less. We won't hear a word they say, you an I were here to stay.

Crashing down

Sanity blurred, pain embraced, someone tell me it's going to be ok, it's almost easy, I'm not insane, whys it gotta be so tough. Shoulda seen the look on my face, I don't understand. I've had enough. Whys it gotta be so tough. Times repeating, destructions coming. The times arising when we find out who we really are.

World go round

The worlds crashing down on me, with you by my side I can take control of what is meant to be, cause I love how you kiss, I love how you care, and baby you make my world go round, and I just wanted to say, I love you. From one moment to the next. We have every night to go out, and every day to be together. We have each other to feel alive. destined for more, afraid of less. We won't hear a word they say, you an I were here to stay.